Inspiration

Thinking about inspiration. Wondering what to do. Not feeling inspired to sit down and paint. Thinking about Marlene Dumas and how unbelievably inspired I was almost 2 years ago when I saw her exhibit at the MOCA. I actually cried as I stood in front of the 'Teacher' painting. The piece to the left is inspired from that day. I am currently working on 3 seperate pieces inspired from her work. I am struggling in finishing my own version of the 'Teacher' painting. I want it to be absolutely perfect. maybe I need to let go of thinking it will and just show up to the canvas.

It's a beautiful sunny afternoon and I'm thinking that maybe a walk will help. what to do? what to do?